Reminiscence...

i'm enjoying a strawberry chupachup as i'm blogging this entry...decided to be kiddy for awhile...but hey!! who said adults cant eat lollipops =p

aniwaiz...i was at Bishan J8 having lunch with my mum today...& I saw so many JC students there...just made me feel old!! & it made me realise how much i miss my JC days...its like the things we worry about...is so different from now...well of cos for me...my life is all about my dissertation...so cannot count...but i seriously miss my JC days alot...it was just...fun...sure it was stressful...& tiring...but...i just liked the free periods...sitting at the benches along the top level of the school...chilling out with friends...taking nonsense photos like these...



...oh yesh...& definitely the chicken rice stall...& me & chloe's staple food stall...yong tau foo...& the cooked food rice stall...hahaz...the uncle with the rat face...& i remember my friend finding a caterpillar in his vegetable...ha...those were the days....

& I miss wearing the JC uniform...just gives one a sense of belonging...makes one feel part of the school...of cos i remember getting caught a few times cos my blouse was untucked...well i mean...i didnt do it on purpose...its just that I puffed it out so much...it came out by the end of the day =p

well...the point i'm trying to drive at here is that...I cant believe 4 years have just flown by so fast!! well of cos I'm kind of looking forward to going out to work...cos it'll mark the next chapter of my life...& i'll be free from the stresses of tutorials, projects, exams and most importantly...DISSERTATION!!! but of cos...i'll face a whole different set of stress...but but but...i feel that i'm not ready to step out into the work force yet!! I still enjoy being a student!!! but furthering my studies is totally out of the question...research work is SO not my forte...& of cos...money issues...well for me...4 years of uni life is definitely enough!!! I'll just miss all the free periods...free days...hanging around school with friends...going out after lectures...& of cos...the very sucky night lectures...which I have duly endured for 3 years now...amazingggg...

although i'll miss school...but i'm not exactly looking forward to this coming semester...its cos i'm so tired out with my dissertation...I havent really had time to relax and enjoy before beginning the new sem...i'm feeling tired...worn out...i dont feel ready to take on the new sem...but well...saying all these doesnt help...cos school's starting on Monday!!!

ok so here i am breathing in my dad's 2nd hand smoke...its suffocating!!! think my life is being shortened by many years after being a passive smoker for nearly all my life...so why am I stressing myself over my dissertation?? Life is short...so we should all live life to the fullest!!!