Sesame Street Camp

I'm actually looking forward to the camp after attending last year's camp...especially since I'm in the committee this time round...BUT...haiz...its a pity i'm so busy with my dissertation now...I would really love to contribute more to the planning of the camp...I feel so bad...that I'm in the committee...but I havent been able to contribute much at all...sorry guys...especially my Log head...I really hope i'll be able to enjoy myself during that few days...but my whole mind is so clogged up now...seriously...I feel so stressed...& tired everyday...trying to think of how to structure my dissertation...somewho the write-up isnt very well done...I have to reorganise my information...& find more stuff to add in...I'm really getting so sick of it...how I really wish it'll be over soon...its so tough to remain optimistic now...especially when I feel so stuck...its like...I'm feeling so bloody tired now again...& I have to go through all my stuff...cant think....mental block again!!

I wanna be able to enjoy christmas and new year...but I guess...i'll just be bogged down by my dissertation stuff...havent been able to feel relaxed in a long time...each time I go out...I feel guilty knowing that I have stuff to do...til...I feel bad even thinking of going out...that's terrible!!

please lemme see the light at the end of the tunnel soon!!!