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Thursday, August 11, 2005

Regrets...

tomorrow's officially my 1st day of school...ok since its past midnight...it should be Today's officially my 1st day of school...but i'm definitely still in the holiday mood...not good...*snapz* i have to snap out of it...SOON! oh man...& i'm still happily going for a swim in the morning...have lunch...come home...then leave in the evening for my lecture...yesh...my lecture is frm 7-9pm...dont remind me...that's the time when most people are enjoying their dinners...& watchin TV...while i'm in school...attending lecture...totally gross...but oh well...i'm kind of used to it...it has been so for the past 2 years...

aniwaiz looking back on my past 3 years in NUS...i realised that i have had a rather inactive CCA life...& by the time i feel that i want to be more involved...*zoomzz* i'm already in my final year! a lil too late to do much now...frankly if Huat didnt say he wanted to join the Community Service Club...I would probably still be CCA-less now...actually i did join a CCA in my first year...i was in Electronic Music Lab (EML)...but since i'm not exactly that musically inclined...& i do not play a musical instrument...so i just couldnt fit in...so eventually i stopped going for it...then when i finally found the time to be part of an organising committe...i think a few people might know...i joined the Movie Under the Stars Comm...i was kinda promoting this event to my friends...but alas...the event was shelved =S i was so disappointed lar! my 1st try at an organisation level & it came to naught...actually there's lots of things i wanna be part of...like I would like to be part of the organising committe for the upcoming Pooh Camp in Dec...& i would like to go for YEP as well...but...time is not on my side...besides...i dont want to distract myself...not when i'm in my final year & when i'm doing my dissertation (equivalent to final year project)...

so i guess i didnt make full use of my time in uni...I think i was too caught up with my studies in my first 2 years that i didnt see the importance of joining more CCAs...well that's my only regret...i should have done much more...i COULD have done much more...sighz...

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