Regrets...
tomorrow's officially my 1st day of school...ok since its past midnight...it should be Today's officially my 1st day of school...but i'm definitely still in the holiday mood...not good...*snapz* i have to snap out of it...SOON! oh man...& i'm still happily going for a swim in the morning...have lunch...come home...then leave in the evening for my lecture...yesh...my lecture is frm 7-9pm...dont remind me...that's the time when most people are enjoying their dinners...& watchin TV...while i'm in school...attending lecture...totally gross...but oh well...i'm kind of used to it...it has been so for the past 2 years...
aniwaiz looking back on my past 3 years in NUS...i realised that i have had a rather inactive CCA life...& by the time i feel that i want to be more involved...*zoomzz* i'm already in my final year! a lil too late to do much now...frankly if Huat didnt say he wanted to join the Community Service Club...I would probably still be CCA-less now...actually i did join a CCA in my first year...i was in Electronic Music Lab (EML)...but since i'm not exactly that musically inclined...& i do not play a musical instrument...so i just couldnt fit in...so eventually i stopped going for it...then when i finally found the time to be part of an organising committe...i think a few people might know...i joined the Movie Under the Stars Comm...i was kinda promoting this event to my friends...but alas...the event was shelved =S i was so disappointed lar! my 1st try at an organisation level & it came to naught...actually there's lots of things i wanna be part of...like I would like to be part of the organising committe for the upcoming Pooh Camp in Dec...& i would like to go for YEP as well...but...time is not on my side...besides...i dont want to distract myself...not when i'm in my final year & when i'm doing my dissertation (equivalent to final year project)...
so i guess i didnt make full use of my time in uni...I think i was too caught up with my studies in my first 2 years that i didnt see the importance of joining more CCAs...well that's my only regret...i should have done much more...i COULD have done much more...sighz...
aniwaiz looking back on my past 3 years in NUS...i realised that i have had a rather inactive CCA life...& by the time i feel that i want to be more involved...*zoomzz* i'm already in my final year! a lil too late to do much now...frankly if Huat didnt say he wanted to join the Community Service Club...I would probably still be CCA-less now...actually i did join a CCA in my first year...i was in Electronic Music Lab (EML)...but since i'm not exactly that musically inclined...& i do not play a musical instrument...so i just couldnt fit in...so eventually i stopped going for it...then when i finally found the time to be part of an organising committe...i think a few people might know...i joined the Movie Under the Stars Comm...i was kinda promoting this event to my friends...but alas...the event was shelved =S i was so disappointed lar! my 1st try at an organisation level & it came to naught...actually there's lots of things i wanna be part of...like I would like to be part of the organising committe for the upcoming Pooh Camp in Dec...& i would like to go for YEP as well...but...time is not on my side...besides...i dont want to distract myself...not when i'm in my final year & when i'm doing my dissertation (equivalent to final year project)...
so i guess i didnt make full use of my time in uni...I think i was too caught up with my studies in my first 2 years that i didnt see the importance of joining more CCAs...well that's my only regret...i should have done much more...i COULD have done much more...sighz...

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